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about jun
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Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
i was just off the phone wif Jihad...everything's okay now...i was worried when i saw his nick this afternoon, telling all his friends to fuck off...i called to ask if he's alrite but he said he wasnt in a good mood...so i left him alone for the moment until he's ready to talk...yeah we jz did and everything's fine...i even told him abt me going to umrah...he's the first close friend to know...tho now i think siti should noe first...aiyah im sure she wont mind...anyway she's not replying my msn now...from the looks of it i think she's stressed wif school and her boyfriend...
this afternoon i was thinking and got bit worried abt going to perform the umrah...but i went to night religious class wif mom and grandma jz now and we talked on our way home...i felt and realised that it was time i berserah pada tuntutan agama...ey aku tak tau camne nak tulis in english daaa, sori ah...looking back on my 19 years of life, i can be sure that the idea of freedom never really overruled me...ive been used the simple kind of life...my parents have brought me up teaching me the values of being cautious of behaviour and language and im aware that submitting to the religion means alot of sacrifices is involved...but all of this sacrifice throughout my 19 yrs is finally paying off...i can finally really go for a MAKE OVER BABY!
hahaha...before i take off, i have to go shopping[for cold wear]...after i come back, also i have to go shopping[coz im ditching all my old revealing clothes]...yeahhh shopping galore! pak ingat murah eh orang nak berubah...pun pakai duit tau pak...hahaha pengsan bapak aku biler aku korek kocek dia nanti...betol per kan? aku nak kena tukar pakaian aku sumer...kena pakai tudung, kena tutup aurat...mane aku nak sangkut jeans? da expired dah...aku takmo pakai bende2 tu sumer lagi...tapi aku tetap nak vogue...so kalau nk pakaian muslimah pun kena pilih...bukan ape takut orang tengok aku da macam bini orang plak nanti tak kawin2 la akuu...aku ni da cerewet pasal pakaian...tapi eh...dengan sape aku nak bawak gi shopping? dan di mana? tu soalan bonus tu...aku baik buat homework dulu...
dah...sebelum aku berangan lebih jauh, skarang aku nak gi buat report...weekend aku busy, takut takleh abis...
outz~
this afternoon i was thinking and got bit worried abt going to perform the umrah...but i went to night religious class wif mom and grandma jz now and we talked on our way home...i felt and realised that it was time i berserah pada tuntutan agama...ey aku tak tau camne nak tulis in english daaa, sori ah...looking back on my 19 years of life, i can be sure that the idea of freedom never really overruled me...ive been used the simple kind of life...my parents have brought me up teaching me the values of being cautious of behaviour and language and im aware that submitting to the religion means alot of sacrifices is involved...but all of this sacrifice throughout my 19 yrs is finally paying off...i can finally really go for a MAKE OVER BABY!
hahaha...before i take off, i have to go shopping[for cold wear]...after i come back, also i have to go shopping[coz im ditching all my old revealing clothes]...yeahhh shopping galore! pak ingat murah eh orang nak berubah...pun pakai duit tau pak...hahaha pengsan bapak aku biler aku korek kocek dia nanti...betol per kan? aku nak kena tukar pakaian aku sumer...kena pakai tudung, kena tutup aurat...mane aku nak sangkut jeans? da expired dah...aku takmo pakai bende2 tu sumer lagi...tapi aku tetap nak vogue...so kalau nk pakaian muslimah pun kena pilih...bukan ape takut orang tengok aku da macam bini orang plak nanti tak kawin2 la akuu...aku ni da cerewet pasal pakaian...tapi eh...dengan sape aku nak bawak gi shopping? dan di mana? tu soalan bonus tu...aku baik buat homework dulu...
dah...sebelum aku berangan lebih jauh, skarang aku nak gi buat report...weekend aku busy, takut takleh abis...
outz~
posted at 12:37 AM